Happy Birthday Daddy Dear ..!!

You Da Man!

Ever since my life began,
I realized that “You da man!”
I saw your wisdom, your courage too,
And I learned I could rely on you.

Your tolerant nature was really great;
Nevertheless, you’d not hesitate
To let me know when I’d been bad;
It must have been hard, but that’s being a dad.

You’re strong and smart and filled with love–
A gift to me from up above,
So here’s a greeting from your biggest fan:
Happy Birthday, Dad, ’cause “You da man & missing u too much 2dy !

Go away 2010 as fast as u can ..

 

Go away 2010 u were worst for me in all prospects- Family, Career, Health, Relationship etcc, A day more left to end ..u were so worst that u took my loving dad from me n my aunt from me, two losses in a year, m numb 2dy to write ..

 

 

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Merry Christmas world..

Merry Christmas to all of u ..njy, missing Nagaland

Last journey with my Dad, November 15th 2010, Monday, the worst day of my lyf ..

November 15th was the worst day of my life till now, lost the most precious thing of my life, it was my DAD, missing him lyk hell nw days, the last time I talked together was july 5th, 8:40pm whn I was leaving for banglre the samne n8, daily talks on phone was regular was too exicited to meet him after so many months as 19th xm was gng to be ovr n booked my ticket to sweet home, 1st sem xm started on 8th nov n that very day he got sick, he was serious admitted in hospital but mom didn’t let me know as dad said him not to inform me so as I dnt ruin my exams bt I had doubt in my mind as dad was nt calling me, days went lyk hell finally mom voice changed more confusion and billions questions came in my mind, I was quite helpless asked so many of my cousin bt none said me anytg jst all says he is sick, was confused as had two more exams the giants Electronics on 19th nov & C language on 19th bt finally made decision to leave for home as dad is more imp, on 15th nov arnd 3:30pm was lucky to get the ticket of flight to Guwahati for the samne n8 thnkz to raja da(my cousin bro who stays in banglre), I jst thnk I shld be exicited to go home rather I was tensed and sad, rechd Bengluru airport by 7:00pm flight was at 8:25pm, mom called her voice was complety changed but I was helpless I asked what hapend no reply, hw s dad, she said k n u l knw as ur cmg, was sad throught d journey rech Kolkata at 11:00 pm 20 mins before time thn waited at kol airport till 4am morning (16th nov) just with the help of 7cups of coffee and a cup of tea and talk ovr phone whole n8 n was much sleepy bt cnt sleep as lappy was with me without whom m beggar, it was a cold n8 with me jst in half t-shirt finally went for security check finaly thn meet a guy gng for ghy for first tyme talked with him, finally flight tyme was hungry also bt no mood to eat anything full 1hr I was dept slept I didn’t realize it was mrng finally reachd ghy, my mama came to pick me then with his car left for golaghat, he was riding so fast passing through the beauty of Assam especialy the tea gardens n the giant kaziranga so was exicited m gone meet my parents finally, reachd golaghat way 2 home aft reaching home found my dad lieng outside my house white clothes wrapped his body wth face I got complete shocked my laptop bag fall frm my hand was jst standing idle for a moment, mom crying tears in uncles eyes(my dad’s bro’s) ..was in a hell hw to control my mom n hw to manage myself I still managed hugged mom, her cries got louder n I realized I lost my dad, nomre I l gets call from the name Dady dear(his name on my cell) no more I cn share my stories with him, no more demands on him, no more fights with him, no more roaming wth him n more I cn call a person dad n he replies back..tears rolled my eyes wth numb lips so many calls on my cell, I switch off it, soon talkd wth him last tyme it was the last touch his body was so cold more cooler than an ice n silenty wisperd soory dad, do forgive me if u can for all the mistakes I did till now, finaly he was taken to the burial ground I had to do all the work(being the only son of him) it was so pain to do those works..all ended another chapter ended of my life bfre it ws Dad + Mom = me nw Mom = Me : ( ..the day ended at n8 didn’t slept jst all wonderfull memories came in my mind lyk a movie, the most pain in have now is couldn’t talk with him for the last time all my cousins talked except me : ( , m proud of my dad, Love u always.